umm... i shant call ppl slacker... but im still angry and upset about what has happened. as siyin and feli had said, there had been lots of probs lately, and its quite serious and complicating too... as people grow up, they tend to lose the naiveness and innocence they got. thinking about it and why it happened is no use. it had happened so kill the root of the prob... which i know is diff. but jiayou, you can overcome this :). dont do anything against your conscience. you will never live with it

and i know some ppl still owe fines and have not paid yet. i shant put their big names here like i dod last time but be more auto and pay up. you know who you are and dont even thinking of escaping out of this. you have to pay for the consequences if you break the rule.

last of all, thanks to all the people who had trusted in me and believed in me. and also to those who had attempted to make my life happier though sometimes it was unintentional and it didnt work, but still, thanks for the effort made :)

wenyi